currently i am dealing with uncertainty .. well i know that all of us are.. but it 3:50 am and the thoughts are swirling in my mind as to whether what is in store for me tomorrow.. some people in authority will decide my fate and i don't think that even i will have a say in it.. is it fair.. hmm.. well, in this case it might be cos i should have been cautious and got things sorted out before hand only rather than ranting down my feelings on this blog at this unearthly time (not as per IIM standards though).. people say tht i am impatient.. yes, i am and get tensed very soon.. but somehow i dun like when other people gets tensed specially when my girlfriend does.. i think that she should control herself more and take charge of the situation.. do i live up to my teachings?? well, i think i do.. wat to say more.. as of now after writing these many lines i am feeling a little light at heart thought still want to continue writing it.. okie.. now lets tell some inner thoughts (as if i have not been doing so till now).. somehow i feel i that i can understand a person very well and understand what a person is upto or what prompted him to say such a thing.. when i went on exchange one of my colleague has this habit of lying on face and thinks that we are dumb enough to believe in his lies.. whola.. he wants to be a consultant but i woudl suggest him to become a trader/sales person at wall-street as am sure he can back-stab anyone and being a glib talker can easily sell things very easily.. its always "I" for him and never we.. I am going to do this.. i am going to do that.. and yeah continuously trying to pretend as if he is the master and know it all attitude.. sometimes he would like to act dumb via acting smart.. for eg.. he would have already planned a trip but when he will say that " I haven't decided yet and will do on the spot".. now he is trying to show that he is like tht smart guy who can carry on the things at last moment and come thru it.. though soundin like a dumb guy as he has not planned anythin.. dunno why people try to act like this two-faced bastard.. anyways.. have just got some good pdf files to read.. so will do so and not take much of internet space..
PS: Just remembered that we all have been voted Time Person of the year for 2006.. can we use it as a bullet point in our CV?? hehe..
